it´s wonderful to have you here!
It was my own journey that lead me to what I love doing most in life.
To guide women back into their Goddess-Self.
To show them their way into a truly turned-on life!
I rejected myself, my body, my femininity and my sexuality for so many years.
I didn´t really know myself.
I didn´t like my body.
I didn´t have any connection to my femininity.
I wanted to ban sexuality out of my life.
Today I love myself.
Today I love my femininity.
Today I love my body.
Today I love my sexuality.
Today I am connected to my Goddess-Me.
I know who I am and what I want.
And I go for my dreams and desires.
And now I want to take you with me ~ on a very special journey.
The journey that leads you back to your true goddess-self.
I will show you a way to connect to yourself, your femininity, your body and your sexuality.
A way to connect to your inner goddess power.
A way that will end in the most beautiful love stories of all.
The lovestory to yourself!
I am so looking forward to connecting with you.
I am Alexandra
The doctors gave me a life expactancy of 15 years.
32 years ago I was born together with my twin sister and a heart defect.
My diagnosis: a hole in the cardiac septum.
My life expactancy was around 15 years.
As I was too weak as a baby and there weren´t too many specialists at that time, I was not able to get surgery as a an infant. Therefore I spent the first 8 years of my life in countless hours and days at the hospital and in the operating room.
At the age of 8, I had an open-heart surgery, what saved my life. Thanks to medical progress, the hole in my heart could mostly be closed. What remained was a small hole that was supposed to accompany me the rest of whole life.
The doctors said that I would always be weaker than others. By saying that they had unintentionally already put me into a box, at that time: "A young girl with a heart defect, that was always going to be weaker than others, that wasn´t allowed to "overdo" herself and would never experience a normal pregnancy..."
For years I lived with the belief of being weaker and less worthy.
I was an expert in closing my heart in order to avoid being hurt again - even though only mentally - in this my heart didn't make much difference. My biggest fear was the fear of being rejected. The fear of not being accepted if I am truly myself.
This fear of hurt and rejection taught me to close my heart. I started to live the life that others expected of me.
I had become an expert in fitting in and pleasing everyone around me. Unconsciously, I had transfered my physical symptoms to an psychological level. And for the first 24 years of my life I thought that I dealt with it quite well until I got to a point in my life where I was forced to change something.
My diagnosis back then:
Depressions, panic attacks, heart palpitations, colics, digestive problems, dizziness, back pain, pressure, heaviness, feeling of being lost, feeling burned out. Maybe you know some of these symptoms yourself?
I was so busy closing my heart and living the life of others that I completely disconnected from myself and my heart.
I neither knew who I really was nor what my heart actually wanted. I no longer knew what fulfilled me or made me happy.
My greatest desire was to feel joy and lightness in my life again - even though at that time I had no idea how "lightness" looked like - nor how it felt.
Today I am healthy and am living the life that truly fulfills my heart and soul
My own journey to the woman that I am today began about 10 years ago.
That´s when I started walking the path back to myself.
I wanted to know who I really am, what defines me and fulfills me.
What is so easy said today, was not always that easy while walking the path.
I know that in the midst of all it can feel really hopeless and dark.
I know how it feels to be alone with all of this.
And YOU don't have to do it alone.
I´d be so happy to support you on your path back to a truly magical life.
A life full of pleasure, ease, health and happiness.
A life where you are connected to your Goddess-Self!
Today, 8 years later, I am healthy and I am in love with my body.
I am self-employed and I am able to do exactly what I love to do - every single day.
I know who I am and what I want.
I have learned to trust myself and to open my heart.
I feel alive and powerful.
I am experiencing lightness and joy in my life again.
I live my femininity.
I love my life.
And I am happy.
My own miracle
What I still can´t really believe today is that the hole in my heart is closed. My doctor just couldn't find it anymore when I went for my last check-up. It just disappeared. Something impossible actually happened. For me, that is the greatest miracle of all.
I know that I healed my heart because I healed myself. By starting to listen to the voice of my heart, by walking my path and opening my heart to life and love, the hole in my heart was healed.
I believe that our body is connected to our soul. When we heal our inner wounds, our body also heals.
And I know from the bottom of my heart that this is possible for everyone, including you. Sometimes we just can´t see our path any longer because we got lost along our way. Maybe because of patterns, belief system or imprints that are not even our own etc..
I know from my own experience that there is always so much more possible in your life than you might be able to see just now.
I feel it is such an honour to be able to pass on all my insights, my knowledge, my experiences and my tools to you that I have collected along the way, in order to guide you back to your heart.
Now it's your time to shine!
Love and Magic to you.
Of all the trainings that I completed, the greatest of all is probably not listed. My greatest training is life itself.
My very personal path allows me to accompany you today with my knowledge and all my experiences.
My trainings and qualifcation have supported me to walk my very own way. They gave me tools and methods that enabled me to find solutions for myself. I am super excited that I can now share my knowledge and experience with you.
Self-employed as a Female Empowerment Coach, hosting workshops, retreats and online courses
Advanced training part2 im Bereich Gesprächsführung und Coaching auf Grundlagen der Transaktionsanalyse
Advanced training part 1: im Bereich Gesprächsführung und Coaching auf Grundlagen der Transaktionsanalyse
March 2016 - January 2017
Apprentice as Medial HypnoCoach® - Petra Schwermer-Brokopp
August 2015 - April 2016
Apprentice as holistic health counselor - Akademie der Naturheilkunde
April 2014 - June 2015
sabbatical - world trip
2013 - 2014
Event organization at Robert Betz
Bachelor in Business with focus on event management and human ressources
Bachelor Thesis: Burnout-Prävention in Unternehmen: Transformations-Therapie als Methode zur Burnout-Prävention in Unternehmen?